Am I still myself???

::::"To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be." ::::

..:: Waiting??? It's a waste of time isn't it? Den... why am I wasting my time??? Can u tell me? Well,... I really got lots of thing to tell u.... but.... I juz can't say it out! I'm so confused...I know things dun really turn out the way we wan, but should we go for a change? Maybe we should.... I've learnt not to rush .... but to let things run slowly.... right? ::..