Wat Am I Thinking????

:::Wat have I been thinking?? I'm really not sure abt myself. Well, maybe i'm not as strong as i thought i was. I think i dunno how to handle things well. Thats it:::

She's surprised when she received the sms from him. But, ... suddenly, she realised that everything has changed. She was so unsure of herself. She was uncertain about him. Is he serious? She don't know. That was it. She was supposed to get to sleep, but after receiving the sms, she couldn't sleep. She begin crying............ She don't know how long she cried, she juz want to let her feeling out....... But, is he worth crying over? She thought. However, she couldn't answer the question. Is she stupid? Or, is she juz childish?

He was once someone she cared, she loved, she thought would be the one... Till now, almost a year... He had "gone missing" uncountable times. But, he would always appear somehow, knowng that she is feeling down. Wat's the matter with him? He's another stubborn guy, keeps everything to himself, won't tell anyone whenever he is troubled over things. Coz she believe that he doesn't .... She's confused............

to be continued...........