Why????

Just when I thought I'm fine... When I thought I've forgot... When I thought I've already given up.... The phone rang....... Wat am I supposed to do? Answer it? At first... I did not.... Den the SMS goes... " Why didn't you answer the phone?" I was like dunno wat to reply... so I returned the call. The conversation was short and my answers was short... Like "um", "orh". What exactly was I thinking about???? Well... maybe can't figure out why he called mi.

Den my mind goes.... " Why do u have to call? I'm in the process of getting over with it... but now... everything would have to start all over again... argh....!!!"

Well... I'm so confused now... so sms my friend.... but WT*.... I send wrongly.... I sent the sms to him.. Shit!! Everything seems to have gone wrongly..... haiz.... oh well.... Maybe I've not totally really decided wat to do.... but I'll try to ...

Going sentosa later.... haven been going for weeks.... finally going todae... Need to go there relaz... I really need to do so...... so... off i go... wish mi luck to get things over~