To: my dear frIend
On the surface, things may seem calm, as if everything is getting on smoothly....
But it juz isn't so.
But it juz isn't so.
I dunno if u can feel it.... I feel that we're like strangers. Maybe I'm just too sensitive but.. its juz the feeling you are giving me. I still remembered, Eve told mi before, friendship between close friends are juz like the relationship between couples. We'll often tend to have conflicts and small arguements over things. And we sometimes need time to solve things out. But, looking back... the arguement between us was like months back in time... I did apologised. But u seemed to be always giving mi cold shoulder.We have lots of common friends, and whenever we're out with them... I tend to feel the gap between us, the very very 陌生 feeling. Our conversation often dun exceed more than 10- 15 sentences. We often need others to join in to continue our conversation. I bothered by this for a very very long time. I dunno how i should tok to u... I've always try to start a conversation with you, but i always end up bumping the wall~ I'm really stress up by everything. U dun seem to trust mi. This one i can understand.. I'm not a someone that can really keep secrets.
I'm a very straight forward person, I say watever is in my mind, i dun think before i say.... So... i often end up annoying and irritating others without knowing. Therefore, I can only say sorry aBt it.
I treasure our friendship. But, it takes 2 hands to clap. If only one of us is willing to maintain it, it will not work out.
I treat u as a true friend. I dun wish to end up losing a very very good friend.
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