Friends around me tell me that I'm stupid...

I've got lots of advices from them, ... but I just don't seemed to take them.
Maybe I'm really stupid.

I keep lying to telling myself... Maybe this, .... Maybe that..... Because of this, because of that.

I tell myself, stop giving myself those stupid reasons, but in the end, I still choose to believe him.

I know drinking is bad for health. But I just can't stop myself from drinking. The reason because drinking makes me forget things... Well at least at that very moment.

My dear friends.... I know you all care for me, sometimes, I'm stubborn.
I have my own view of things. Sorry to make you all worry.

I'll get out of it somehow... hopefully~